Hi, We're Darcy Fields.

Updated 2026-Apr-16

We are a newly recognized DID system (medically and self-recognized). This name is a pseudonym to protect us from our past. The profile photo is a general representation of what we feel is a combination of what our inner selves looks like if blended and feminized a bit.Over time we may choose to change our profile photo representation as we learn more about our system and headmates. This is a starting point as we continue accepting the reality of our DID. It's been a difficult realization. We are thankful that we now have understanding of why we've had such terrible memory and other issues all these years.The body is 41 years old AFAB, and has been diagnosed with many things over the years but the most prominent and accurate ones include cPTSD, PTSD, ASD, DID, MCAS, POTS, psoriatic arthritis, plaque and palmoplantar psoriasis, chronic migraines (thank you DID lol), and other stuff tbh but these are the most chronic and troubling issues we deal with.We generally identify online as non-binary or genderfluid though one of us ignores it and identifies as cis bi female.

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This will be updated as we learn more about our system.

We choose not to make videos for social media. We aren't comfortable with the idea of making videos and putting them online and building an audience there. We tried being on TikTok in the past two years sharing our pets and backyard chickens and ducks and it took a lot of effort to keep making videos.We didn't know we had DID at the time. And we're not doing well now, certainly not well enough to start making videos on the subject of DID being so new to understanding it and knowing how it affects us.

Litte "A", represented here by a photo of child actress Shirley Temple, might be the first one of us that split from the host. She is an age-slider, but seems to originate somewhere between 4 and 6 perceived years of age through teens years? She has red curly hair made of ringlets. She is very shy. Maybe she was the singlet that split and another host took over early-on. We don't yet know how our system formed.

Frank is likely one of the original splits. We believe him to be the protector of our first Little, known here as "A".We recognize that Frank was/is the gatekeeper that held the host at arms length, preventing the host from learning about our headmates, including himself. He recognized we were in destress and needed to meet our headmates to better care for us as a whole and so he started to allow communication.The host only learned of Frank after learning about Anika, Little A, and Sy. He probably needed to determine how we would react before he then introduced himself.

Anika split off sometime early 2025, we think. The host had a bad claustrophobia attack inside an MRI machine (to look for brain changes such as for Multiple Sclerosis) which we still need to get done. The body is extremely obese (was 332 lb at the time of the MRI) and Anika had been waiting to take control and lower the body size by any means necessary. She chose to shut off our appetite and caused severe food restriction. We lived on about 1000 calories daily for about 6 months before another major stressor happened and triggered Frank to take over and reverse the damage that Anika was doing.Now as of April 2026 it's a constant back and forth between the two now that we are aware about each other.

Hannah is the newest headmate we learned of, though she seems to have been around quite some time. We believe her to be an artsy, poetic emo girl in her teen years. She loves learning languages such as Spanish, Japanese, and Russian. Her hobbies include drawing, and listening to 90s-2000s punk and metal. We're sure there is more to learn about everyone here. This page isn't mean to be an exhaustive list or log of our system.

Sy is a fragment. He has no backstory that we are aware of, no internal friendships, no relationships, nothing. His only purpose is to obsess with gay male porn and to cause gender dysphoria for the host. He split and arrived sometime in the body's early teen years.We have to completely avoid viewing pornography because as soon as Sy recognizes we are viewing porn he takes over and he'll spend HOURS viewing his favorite genre regardless of any prior commitments in our life at the time.

Tiger is a fragment from childhood. He would front for hours at a time and cause us to be in our own world as a gorgeous male Sumatran tiger roaming the forests of Indonesia.

Little "B", Erin, Nathanial, Melinda, Devon. All to be discovered in time.